Roleplay, I did not know what this meant until a few hours from now, it means Role-Playing. RP'ers are basically people who want to escape from reality and write Portraying a fictional character. So in the path of me messaging random girls, I met an RP'er. Her name is Malia. Initially when she told me that she was an RP'er, I didn't really bother about what is it, as she looked very interesting and I didn't know what an RP'er is and I didn't want to sound like a dumbass asking her. So I told her about my blog, she seemed to be interested. Now here is when the bull shit happens. On her Twitter profile her location was set as Atlanta, she told me she lives in Germany and on my blog, the last view came off South Africa. YES.... I GOT PISSED! And then I told her this intriguing fact.She said that she was an RP.So after doing my homework and after knowing what it really means I was infuriated and disgusted. C'mon how would you feel if you found out that the person who you have so much interest in has completely made a fool of you and completely told you nothing but just made up SHIT?? She offered to explain, and asked me if you would really tell everything about yourself to a complete stranger? I then asked her,"would you really like to escape reality and live in a world where everything is beautiful and without any problems.I mean your life isn't perfect,and that makes it PERFECT!" Then after telling her more such crazy sentimental one-liners, she finally was prepared to tell me her story.
She told me that she had been RP'ing life. She's been RP'ing for 3 years.She told me her age. and her real name. She also told me where she lived. Her parents got divorced when she was 9. She lived with her father until she was 14. She said her father had a drinking problem and he was is rehab for it. She was anti-social, and started homeschooling. Her mother got married to a guy who fights with her mother almost every day. She's cut herself with a razor, hiding it from her parents.. After hearing all this. I was stunned and these are the two things i told her, 1)That is either a very big f**ked up lie or 2)If what you've told me is true you don't have a reason for RPing.
Yeah. i said that. I mean for all I know she could just be playing me and I could just be getting played.Or She is just being completely honest and I am just being a complete jerk by saying things like that! I was dealing with a situation. A deep one. Should i console her? Would a guy who got depressed because a girl blocked him on kik really understand the pain of a girl whose parents are divorced. Should I just block her and forget everything that happened? OR Do I learn something from this?
What have I learnt from this? I've learnt that we are not perfect, and we should shouldn't follow the path she did. You should be happy, brave, Make mistakes and move on, be happy. You shouldn't live with 'what if'' you should do everything you wanna do. Life is too short to sit around wishing for something different. Then our lives would be filled of people we loved from which some you remember and some you forget. Some of them still living and some of them dead. I've learnt to be positive, no matter how screwed up our lives are,no matter how many sins we have committed. I've learnt that no matter how much shit happens to us we can still afford to be like Malia. Fearless.Bold.Strong.She will read this,and I did ask her before making this blog and I will send this blog to her before publishing it.
Anyways thanks for reading this blog guys.You guys are the best,and there is no fate but what we make! PEACE!
She told me that she had been RP'ing life. She's been RP'ing for 3 years.She told me her age. and her real name. She also told me where she lived. Her parents got divorced when she was 9. She lived with her father until she was 14. She said her father had a drinking problem and he was is rehab for it. She was anti-social, and started homeschooling. Her mother got married to a guy who fights with her mother almost every day. She's cut herself with a razor, hiding it from her parents.. After hearing all this. I was stunned and these are the two things i told her, 1)That is either a very big f**ked up lie or 2)If what you've told me is true you don't have a reason for RPing.
Yeah. i said that. I mean for all I know she could just be playing me and I could just be getting played.Or She is just being completely honest and I am just being a complete jerk by saying things like that! I was dealing with a situation. A deep one. Should i console her? Would a guy who got depressed because a girl blocked him on kik really understand the pain of a girl whose parents are divorced. Should I just block her and forget everything that happened? OR Do I learn something from this?
What have I learnt from this? I've learnt that we are not perfect, and we should shouldn't follow the path she did. You should be happy, brave, Make mistakes and move on, be happy. You shouldn't live with 'what if'' you should do everything you wanna do. Life is too short to sit around wishing for something different. Then our lives would be filled of people we loved from which some you remember and some you forget. Some of them still living and some of them dead. I've learnt to be positive, no matter how screwed up our lives are,no matter how many sins we have committed. I've learnt that no matter how much shit happens to us we can still afford to be like Malia. Fearless.Bold.Strong.She will read this,and I did ask her before making this blog and I will send this blog to her before publishing it.
Anyways thanks for reading this blog guys.You guys are the best,and there is no fate but what we make! PEACE!
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